King of Destruction

I can't sleep
With this weight on my chest
Reassuring me that I am nothing but a pest
I can't sleep
I let these thoughts manifest
Constantly telling me that I am just an unwanted guest
I'm the king of self destruction
Your burden's mine to bear
Beaten, bruised, and broken
While you just sit and stare
Dismantle everything I know
Peel back the flesh from my bone
The vine beneath my feet has grown
Cant drag myself with my burdens in tow
Dismantle everything I know
Leave no traces
No safe spaces
Blood still stained on the pavement
A violent lust
Veiled by mistrust
Now the world can watch your defacement
Cut the lifeline but the blade is dull
My thirst for your demise is insatiable
Peel the flesh from my bone
Dismantle everything I know