out of touch

I can be a bit standoffish
Always stressing on what to say next
Laugh along just to make conversation
Constantly out of touch with these situations
Surrounded by all these people, yet I feel like I'm alone
I should be having fun, but I'd rather be at home
They don't really care about me, to them I'm disposable
They don't really ever see me, I'm invisible
I think I've been thinking too much
No more feeling like I don't belong
I've been tired, no one understand myself like I do, like I do
Try and find some patience
eventually I'll meet some real ones
Cause the friends I've got right now
In hard times are never found
So why keep them around?
Dreaming about new people, no longer I'll be alone
Wanna have so much fun that, I'd never go back home
They will really care about me, call me undisposable
They will know and see the real me, not invisible
I think I've been thinking too much
No more feeling like I don't belong
I've been tired, no one understands
myself like I do, like I do
I've been thinking, I've been thinking
I've been thinking a little way too much