Why I Try To Look So Bad

[00:29.17] I was trying to look so hard
[00:32.56] I was trying to find my way
[00:36.14] I woke up sleeping
[00:37.96] With green eyes, brown eyes
[00:39.61] Get them away from me
[00:42.66] There's nothing I will forget
[00:46.08] There's nothing to forget
[00:49.36] The empty mirror
[00:51.15] I'll cut your face with a razor blade today
[00:55.73] And I try to look so bad
[01:00.14] To not fit in your world
[01:04.31] My pretty face is going straight to hell
[01:09.48] And I try to look so bad
[01:13.74] To hurt my parents now
[01:18.09] And heaven is the closest thing to hell
[01:23.23] I'm walking these streets again
[01:26.58] In fear of everyone
[01:29.71] With the scary eyes
[01:31.86] But it's too cold to be alone today
[01:36.45] Oh, fine to take a broken dream
[01:40.36] I'll tear my (?) on my jeans
[01:42.72] And in the clubs
[01:47.55] They all belong to me
[01:50.63] And I try to look so bad
[01:54.82] They check my social worth
[01:59.14] Those fascist dogs,
[02:01.00] Please get them away from me
[02:04.30] And I try to look so bad
[02:08.61] To feel good inside
[02:13.02] And heaven is the closest thing to hell
[02:18.33] And I try to look so bad
[02:21.79] I try to look so bad
[02:24.98] For a moment of true love
[02:28.17] For a moment of true love
[02:32.25] And I wanna be with you
[02:35.00] But I don't know who you are
[02:38.33] And heaven is
[02:40.54] Heaven is the closest thing to hell
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