how could u

I don't want to talk to you
I don't want to look at you
All the things that you made me do
How could you?
How could you?
I'm picking off all the chipped glue
I don't feel you
I don't feel you

Yeah, I've been stressing 'bout what I should do
Gray hairs on my head just shows the proof
I don't want thoughts so I light up the boof
Don't want thoughts, I've been thinking of you
"Can you tell me the truth?"
I can't, I just don't know what I would do
Roll out of bed, feel so pitiful
The voice in my head just ridicules