Drowning

[00:11.08] Guess it's time for another round
[00:14.19] I show up early to the party
[00:16.40] And I know that I should hold back, slow down
[00:19.04] But I'm only just getting started
[00:21.88] Never learn cause I've been here before
[00:24.16] Still I'm here once more
[00:25.26] And tonight I'm going all in
[00:28.02] Tonight I'm going all in, yeah
[00:31.45] Already lost my inhibitions
[00:32.92] Intuition is suffering
[00:33.98] Making all the wrong decisions
[00:35.31] Hoping they don't catch up to me
[00:36.56] Like these toxins in my system
[00:37.98] From whatever's in front of me
[00:39.34] While I tell myself that I'll be alright
[00:41.69] But I can see the signs that I'm losing control
[00:43.66] My mind racing
[00:44.77] Chasing thoughts but my reactions are slow
[00:46.72] Try and pace myself
[00:47.69] Cause I've been here before and I know
[00:49.37] This time I took it too far
[00:50.80] But I won't let it show
[00:51.91] No I won't let it show
[00:53.30] So pour another measure
[00:55.12] Cause right now, it's the only way I'm keeping it together
[00:57.49] You know I think better with my thoughts clouded
[01:00.06] Nights like this, gotta keep my friends around me
[01:02.53] Cause if I don't I'll be drowning
[01:04.14] (Only know I'm calling on the way round)
[01:07.85] Cause if I don't, I'll be drowning
[01:09.51] (Only know I'm falling on the way down)
[01:14.52] Late night, feel the cold air
[01:17.25] Outside, trying to take it all in
[01:20.60] Feel my actions catching up to me
[01:23.34] So I leave without warning
[01:25.72] Streetlights take me away from my thoughts
[01:28.07] Only thinking 'bout making it through til the morning
[01:32.72] Til the morning, yeah
[01:35.03] Already lost my inhibitions
[01:36.82] Intuition is suffering
[01:38.03] Making all the wrong decisions
[01:39.32] Hoping they don't catch up to me
[01:40.44] Like these toxins in my system
[01:41.78] From whatever's in front of me
[01:43.31] While I tell myself that I'll be alright
[01:45.49] But I can see the signs that I'm losing control
[01:47.78] My mind racing
[01:48.76] Chasing thoughts but my reactions are slow
[01:50.75] Try and pace myself
[01:51.49] Cause I've been here before and I know
[01:53.14] This time I took it too far
[01:54.92] But I won't let it show
[01:56.30] No I won't let it show
[01:57.46] So pour another measure
[01:58.82] Cause right now, it's the only way I'm keeping it together
[02:01.53] You know I think better with my thoughts clouded
[02:03.85] Nights like this, gotta keep my friends around me
[02:06.69] Cause if I don't I'll be drowning
[02:08.04] (Only know I'm calling on the way round)
[02:11.78] Cause if I don't, I'll be drowning
[02:13.45] (Only know I'm falling on the way down)
[02:18.54] I said I wouldn't, now I get low
[02:21.29] Take my time and then I get so
[02:24.10] Caught up in all that I reknow, no
[02:29.55] Only know I'm calling on the way round
[02:31.85] Only know I'm falling on the way down
[02:34.81] Everybody's taking me away now
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