This Is Not Real

Please say you're moving somewhere
Please say you got a new job
Please say there's someone else
and they are waiting patiently
But this is not last call
This is the end of nothing
that's what makes it worse
I don't read fiction cause it hurts
This is not real
I do not feel
Anything
You just kept my attention
We would see the same birds
from the same apartment, I heard
that once they nest they nest for good
We would sing the same words
to the same melodies, I heard
that once a song is written it can't change
This is not real
I do not feel
What I think
I guess it's habit forming
but I am frozen
but I can't stay here
but I can't go"