disassociating in the back room of a starbucks

I can not feel my muscles
I can not feel my bones
My whole body feels forigen from my
Head down to my toes
I'm the spectre of my body
I'm the curse upon myself
I am the screaming helpless animal
At the bottom of the well

Disassociating and I wanna throw up
Hit my head on the pavement now I'm covered in blood
Spit my teeth on the ground foaming at the mouth
Clawing at my throat and pulling my hair out

Tie me up and cut me
Make me kiss the ground
Time me up and fuck me
Don't let me roam around
I don't wanna ever leave
I'm yours to destroy
Keep me under your bed
With your other toys

Disassociating and I'm feeling burnt out
Sun dried and roasted put me in your mouth
Take a bite and chew let me be your treat
Cause youve got the hunger and I'm something to eat