Friendship

This is where it starts, when we all just fall apart,
A hole in my head widens, my brain is drying up, where it shows,
Everyone can see it but no one knows,
Offering them flowers in my minds rose,
But in my heads windows, the cold wind grows and birds explode,
I wrote my name in the snow before the ocean froze,
I am so blown off, outgrown and froze.