Smile At The Party

lying there alone,
on the bathroom floor,
my head in my hands,
leant against the wall,
my stomach intertwined,
with the thoughts of mind
how long till i stop,
making a fool of myself,
but i guess,
i'm just the smile at the party,
but i guess,
i'm just the smile at the party,
and nothing more,
so look into my eyes,
and tell me what you see,
cause i've been doing this all damn night,
but i see nothing at all,
so take my hand,
and tell me what you feel,
cause i've been doing this all damn night,
but i still feel nothing at all,
but i guess,
i'm just the smile at the party,
but i guess,
i'm just the smile at the party,
and nothing more,
and nothing more,
and nothing more,
and nothing more,

so here i am,
standing on this chair,
thinking what could've been,
as i take my last breath of air,