i wish i could but my mom would kill me

Just a little too much, just a little too late
Couple close plans ain't go my way
Couple old friends but they say I've changed

When was the last time that you smiled like this?
'Cause I, know for me that it's, been a bit
And I, was always told ignorance is bliss
Now that, I'm getting older I'm getting older I'm just scared of it
And I, wouldn't be mad if I, died like this
'Cause I haven't smiled this much since I was a kid
How's your mom, I hope she's doing great
And how's your Dad, I hope he's just okay
You said he'd never like me, well that's surprising
Although not unlikely, I'm just not exciting, at all
At all, at all, at all

Ready, one, two, three, four
Just a little too much, just a little too late
Couple close plans ain't go my way
Couple old friends but they say I've changed
'Cause things were different, didn't know your name
If things were different, I would blow my brains
And mama, I miss you, so I'll find a place
With a bottle of whiskey and a girl who hates
Everything that I can't change, from how I talk to what I say
And we'll grow distant over all this pain
And I'll go missing but I ran away
So far away, so far away, so far away, so far away, so far away
It's all the same, it's all the same, it's all the same
It's all the--
Same

Ready, one, two, three, four
Just a little too much, just a little too late
Couple close plans ain't go my way
Couple old friends but they say I've changed
'Cause things were different, didn't know your name
If things were different, I would blow my brains
And mama, I miss you, so I'll find a place
With a bottle of whiskey and a girl who hates
Everything that I can't change, from how I talk to what I say
And we'll grow distant over all this pain
And I'll go missing but I ran away
So far away, so far away, so far away, so far away, so far away
It's all the same, it's all the same, it's all the same
It's all the--
Same