Nothing At All

Guess I was born this way
Too scared to celebrate
I'm never sure when it's over
Nothing could change my mind
Feels like I'm half alive
I'm stuck in nothing and nowhere

But I just can't keep
Running from myself
To the arms of someone else
Thinking something's gonna change
Oh God, I wish the feeling stayed
But it always fades away
So

This is the last time that I'll ever call
I'll die a day at a time, beating my head through the wall
Don't have to be happy to get what I want
I swear the next time you see me, I'll feel nothing at all

All of these people here
Dressed up in ties and tears
Wearing their one day expressions
Then you came walking in
With your Italian skin
That was the day that I met ya

Since then I've just been
Running from myself into the arms of someone else
Thinking something's gonna change
Oh God, I wish the feeling stayed
But it always fades away
So

This is the last time that I'll ever call
I'll die a day at a time, beating my head through the wall
Don't have to be happy to get what I want
I swear the next time you see me, I'll feel nothing at all

Yeah I'll feel nothing at all
I'll put my head through the wall
Like it was nothing at all
One day you'll knock on my door
And I won't live here anymore

This is the last time that I'll ever call
I'll die a day at a time, beating my head through the wall
Don't have to be happy to get what I want
I swear the next time you see me, I'll feel nothing at all