Exit?

At the end, almost
Can i be free, uncaused?
I drown in seething hurt
Forever nothingness

Save me

In pain, in blood
In scars, I rest
Unfixed, unseen
Cease to exist

Save me

Breathe still, in hope of light
Face doubt, relentless soul

I beg, redemption
Condense, mediate

Take leave, instill this thought
Find need, find meaning?

I beg, redemption
Condense, terminate?