are u still here?

Catch me, drown me in your eyes
I'm waiting for the perfect time
You see it, and so do I
Are you still here
When I close my eyes

I know it but keep my mouth shut
Don't own it, I don't have the guts
Control it, keep it all locked up
I'm scolded, yet I fill cup
I'm hopeless, yet I fill cup
You know it, will I be enough

Catch me, drown me in your eyes
I'm waiting for the perfect time
You see it, and so do I
Are you still here
When I close my eyes

Feel you so near
When I close my eyes
Dissolve in fear
This is my goodbye
(Are you still here?)
This is my goodbye
(Are you still here?)
This is my goodbye