Novocaine 2
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Please leave a message after the tone
Every night the light fades, my happiness goes with it
Haunted by these memories I can't help but revisit
Cryin' out for help, but nobody wants to listen
What's it gonna take to break me out of this prison?
Time has passed but nothin's changed except I'm more deranged
I'm so out of it, snap out of it, I can't, I'm disengaged
Now I'm off the drugs, they've been flowin' through my veins
I've found a way to numb the pain, novocaine
I still can't believe what happened, sadness keeps on rainin' down
Nothin' ever goes as planned, I thought I'd be okay by now
Lookin' back, I had it backwards, love is what I chased around
Someone else can't make you happy, all you'll do is make them drown
Take it from me, they say they'll stay but they'll leave
And now I've either gotta heal or kill myself to be free
Cuz I'm so manic, every decision I make is extreme
I still don't know what my purpose is, I don't know what it means
God, I think I'm finished, I don't think I wanna live
But y'all don't want me dead yet, I got too much left to give
I cut slits on my wrist, they remind me to exist
I done came too far to give up, it's too late to call it quits
I've been trippin' for a minute, off the pills, I'm an abuser
All alone and got no home and got no soul and got no future
And my mind is full of voices, can't get rid of these intruders
They say time heals all, those ain't nothin' more than rumours
I've been down bad, still me, I'm still sad
Clip full of bullets but I'm still weak, I can't blast
Livin' for the moment, I'ma die young and live fast
I can't wait until the day when all I see is pitch black
Maybe nothin's real, I can't even believe in myself
Everything I feel is tellin' me I can't be myself
If the truth reveals, will I be able to free myself?
If the truth reveals, will I be able to see myself?
I will never know but that doesn't matter, does it?
Cuz no one gives a fuck, I'm just a topic of discussion
A name they'll entertain, another source of pointless judgement
I'm a picture in a frame, they can look but they can't touch it
Novocaine, novocaine, fuck the money, fuck the fame
I ain't changin', switchin' lanes, rainzzz forever, I'm the same
I'ma go against the grain, they can think that I'm insane
But what they consider normal's an illusion in their brains
Every night the light fades, my happiness goes with it
When you're heartbroken, you're scarred and you can't stitch it
There's somethin' missin' in me, a space that I can't fill in
There's gotta be an answer out there but what is it?
I'm second guessin' everything I feel inside within
I'm insecure, I'm sad, I'm not comfortable in my skin
I never chose to be me or live in this life of sin
Some say better days are ahead but I'm not convinced
Rainzzz
Another Memory 2
In a world of my own forever
Every night the light fades, my happiness goes with it
Haunted by these memories I can't help but revisit
Cryin' out for help, but nobody wants to listen
What's it gonna take to break me out of this prison?
Time has passed but nothin's changed except I'm more deranged
I'm so out of it, snap out of it, I can't, I'm disengaged
Now I'm off the drugs, they've been flowin' through my veins
I've found a way to numb the pain, novocaine
I still can't believe what happened, sadness keeps on rainin' down
Nothin' ever goes as planned, I thought I'd be okay by now
Lookin' back, I had it backwards, love is what I chased around
Someone else can't make you happy, all you'll do is make them drown
Take it from me, they say they'll stay but they'll leave
And now I've either gotta heal or kill myself to be free
Cuz I'm so manic, every decision I make is extreme
I still don't know what my purpose is, I don't know what it means
God, I think I'm finished, I don't think I wanna live
But y'all don't want me dead yet, I got too much left to give
I cut slits on my wrist, they remind me to exist
I done came too far to give up, it's too late to call it quits
I've been trippin' for a minute, off the pills, I'm an abuser
All alone and got no home and got no soul and got no future
And my mind is full of voices, can't get rid of these intruders
They say time heals all, those ain't nothin' more than rumours
I've been down bad, still me, I'm still sad
Clip full of bullets but I'm still weak, I can't blast
Livin' for the moment, I'ma die young and live fast
I can't wait until the day when all I see is pitch black
Maybe nothin's real, I can't even believe in myself
Everything I feel is tellin' me I can't be myself
If the truth reveals, will I be able to free myself?
If the truth reveals, will I be able to see myself?
I will never know but that doesn't matter, does it?
Cuz no one gives a fuck, I'm just a topic of discussion
A name they'll entertain, another source of pointless judgement
I'm a picture in a frame, they can look but they can't touch it
Novocaine, novocaine, fuck the money, fuck the fame
I ain't changin', switchin' lanes, rainzzz forever, I'm the same
I'ma go against the grain, they can think that I'm insane
But what they consider normal's an illusion in their brains
Every night the light fades, my happiness goes with it
When you're heartbroken, you're scarred and you can't stitch it
There's somethin' missin' in me, a space that I can't fill in
There's gotta be an answer out there but what is it?
I'm second guessin' everything I feel inside within
I'm insecure, I'm sad, I'm not comfortable in my skin
I never chose to be me or live in this life of sin
Some say better days are ahead but I'm not convinced
Rainzzz
Another Memory 2
In a world of my own forever
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:08.05] Please leave a message after the tone
[00:10.42] Every night the light fades, my happiness goes with it
[00:13.78] Haunted by these memories I can't help but revisit
[00:16.82] Cryin' out for help, but nobody wants to listen
[00:19.56] What's it gonna take to break me out of this prison?
[00:22.09] Time has passed but nothin's changed except I'm more deranged
[00:24.73] I'm so out of it, snap out of it, I can't, I'm disengaged
[00:28.19] Now I'm off the drugs, they've been flowin' through my veins
[00:30.86] I've found a way to numb the pain, novocaine
[00:33.47] I still can't believe what happened, sadness keeps on rainin' down
[00:36.41] Nothin' ever goes as planned, I thought I'd be okay by now
[00:39.48] Lookin' back, I had it backwards, love is what I chased around
[00:42.17] Someone else can't make you happy, all you'll do is make them drown
[00:44.89] Take it from me, they say they'll stay but they'll leave
[00:47.11] And now I've either gotta heal or kill myself to be free
[00:50.11] Cuz I'm so manic, every decision I make is extreme
[00:53.13] I still don't know what my purpose is, I don't know what it means
[00:56.10] God, I think I'm finished, I don't think I wanna live
[00:58.87] But y'all don't want me dead yet, I got too much left to give
[01:01.52] I cut slits on my wrist, they remind me to exist
[01:04.44] I done came too far to give up, it's too late to call it quits
[01:07.16] I've been trippin' for a minute, off the pills, I'm an abuser
[01:09.81] All alone and got no home and got no soul and got no future
[01:12.52] And my mind is full of voices, can't get rid of these intruders
[01:15.54] They say time heals all, those ain't nothin' more than rumours
[01:18.21] I've been down bad, still me, I'm still sad
[01:21.05] Clip full of bullets but I'm still weak, I can't blast
[01:24.02] Livin' for the moment, I'ma die young and live fast
[01:26.48] I can't wait until the day when all I see is pitch black
[01:29.41] Maybe nothin's real, I can't even believe in myself
[01:32.03] Everything I feel is tellin' me I can't be myself
[01:35.02] If the truth reveals, will I be able to free myself?
[01:38.04] If the truth reveals, will I be able to see myself?
[01:40.71] I will never know but that doesn't matter, does it?
[01:43.45] Cuz no one gives a fuck, I'm just a topic of discussion
[01:46.09] A name they'll entertain, another source of pointless judgement
[01:49.10] I'm a picture in a frame, they can look but they can't touch it
[01:51.59] Novocaine, novocaine, fuck the money, fuck the fame
[01:54.58] I ain't changin', switchin' lanes, rainzzz forever, I'm the same
[01:57.56] I'ma go against the grain, they can think that I'm insane
[02:00.15] But what they consider normal's an illusion in their brains
[02:03.59] Every night the light fades, my happiness goes with it
[02:06.55] When you're heartbroken, you're scarred and you can't stitch it
[02:09.51] There's somethin' missin' in me, a space that I can't fill in
[02:12.20] There's gotta be an answer out there but what is it?
[02:15.15] I'm second guessin' everything I feel inside within
[02:18.12] I'm insecure, I'm sad, I'm not comfortable in my skin
[02:20.83] I never chose to be me or live in this life of sin
[02:23.84] Some say better days are ahead but I'm not convinced
[02:26.88] Rainzzz
[02:28.14] Another Memory 2
[02:30.59] In a world of my own forever
[02:32.94]
[00:10.42] Every night the light fades, my happiness goes with it
[00:13.78] Haunted by these memories I can't help but revisit
[00:16.82] Cryin' out for help, but nobody wants to listen
[00:19.56] What's it gonna take to break me out of this prison?
[00:22.09] Time has passed but nothin's changed except I'm more deranged
[00:24.73] I'm so out of it, snap out of it, I can't, I'm disengaged
[00:28.19] Now I'm off the drugs, they've been flowin' through my veins
[00:30.86] I've found a way to numb the pain, novocaine
[00:33.47] I still can't believe what happened, sadness keeps on rainin' down
[00:36.41] Nothin' ever goes as planned, I thought I'd be okay by now
[00:39.48] Lookin' back, I had it backwards, love is what I chased around
[00:42.17] Someone else can't make you happy, all you'll do is make them drown
[00:44.89] Take it from me, they say they'll stay but they'll leave
[00:47.11] And now I've either gotta heal or kill myself to be free
[00:50.11] Cuz I'm so manic, every decision I make is extreme
[00:53.13] I still don't know what my purpose is, I don't know what it means
[00:56.10] God, I think I'm finished, I don't think I wanna live
[00:58.87] But y'all don't want me dead yet, I got too much left to give
[01:01.52] I cut slits on my wrist, they remind me to exist
[01:04.44] I done came too far to give up, it's too late to call it quits
[01:07.16] I've been trippin' for a minute, off the pills, I'm an abuser
[01:09.81] All alone and got no home and got no soul and got no future
[01:12.52] And my mind is full of voices, can't get rid of these intruders
[01:15.54] They say time heals all, those ain't nothin' more than rumours
[01:18.21] I've been down bad, still me, I'm still sad
[01:21.05] Clip full of bullets but I'm still weak, I can't blast
[01:24.02] Livin' for the moment, I'ma die young and live fast
[01:26.48] I can't wait until the day when all I see is pitch black
[01:29.41] Maybe nothin's real, I can't even believe in myself
[01:32.03] Everything I feel is tellin' me I can't be myself
[01:35.02] If the truth reveals, will I be able to free myself?
[01:38.04] If the truth reveals, will I be able to see myself?
[01:40.71] I will never know but that doesn't matter, does it?
[01:43.45] Cuz no one gives a fuck, I'm just a topic of discussion
[01:46.09] A name they'll entertain, another source of pointless judgement
[01:49.10] I'm a picture in a frame, they can look but they can't touch it
[01:51.59] Novocaine, novocaine, fuck the money, fuck the fame
[01:54.58] I ain't changin', switchin' lanes, rainzzz forever, I'm the same
[01:57.56] I'ma go against the grain, they can think that I'm insane
[02:00.15] But what they consider normal's an illusion in their brains
[02:03.59] Every night the light fades, my happiness goes with it
[02:06.55] When you're heartbroken, you're scarred and you can't stitch it
[02:09.51] There's somethin' missin' in me, a space that I can't fill in
[02:12.20] There's gotta be an answer out there but what is it?
[02:15.15] I'm second guessin' everything I feel inside within
[02:18.12] I'm insecure, I'm sad, I'm not comfortable in my skin
[02:20.83] I never chose to be me or live in this life of sin
[02:23.84] Some say better days are ahead but I'm not convinced
[02:26.88] Rainzzz
[02:28.14] Another Memory 2
[02:30.59] In a world of my own forever
[02:32.94]