Manic Goth Hoe ... I Wish I Was

Indisposed
I wish I saw in photos
what I feel in my soul
I wish I could be beautiful

I wish I had some Adderall
Focus and forget it all
Kill the clouds and drown the sun
Bury it and everyone

Forgets
She exists
Never heard of her Not a word ever

But I'm Still chasing mirrors
In my dreams
Only place she's real it seems

I wish that I could forget
I wish I wouldn't regret
The time that I never knew I lost

Pink clouds obscuring the sun
Set, Memories of a son get
In the way like the window frost

I wish cute makeup and clothing
Could stop the door from closing
Could be her longer than a night

But when I see her again
I'll make the mirror my friend
Able to pierce through the morning light

I wish that I could forget
I wish I wouldn't regret
The time that I never knew I lost

Pink clouds obscuring the sun
Set, Memories of a son get
In the way like the window frost

I wish that I could forget
I wish I wouldn't regret
The time that I never knew I lost