The Sacred Apex

The sequence has been decided
Your god flees at the smell of my flesh
Dissected and butchered
In this realm of torture
Unable to express the hate for the stain of life
Alone, left behind in an abyss of dying flesh
Unwanted, aborted, chained down to this era paved with bones

You wanted it
I needed it
Above this sacred apex
You wanted it
I needed it
Sepsis of mind the truth I shall be shown

We are left to rot
In this realm of torture and pain
Cut open
Mutilate
Deregulate
Soak up self-hate
All I once craved
The memories extirpate
Implanting fear into the eyes of a dying god

Kneel down and press your face into the embers that burn
Inhale the ashes of thyself
Let the blood flow

Inhale the ashes of thyself
Let the blood flow through me
Let the blood flow
Let the blood flow

I am not human
Just a worthless being
Tested and ingested
There is no way out

I feel it
I needed it
You wanted it
I felt it
I feel it
I needed it
You wanted it
I felt it

Just a worthless being
Tearing out my own fucking throat out
In the name of the lord, I sacrifice myself to hell

Will be denied the sentence told as I am crucified
Upon a man-made effigy of ignorance and death

You wanted it
I needed it
Above this sacred apex
You wanted it
I needed it
Sepsis of mind the truth I shall be shown

We are left to rot
In this realm of torture and pain
Cut open
Mutilate
Deregulate
Soak up self-hate
All I once craved
The memories extirpate
Implanting fear in the eyes of a dying god

Let the blood flow

And so many times I have said to myself everything will be alright
Making myself ignore the fact that it was all just a lie

Breeding scourge I shall not relinquish
In the eyes of my lord

You can never expect me to act the way you want me to
When you treat me like shit and spit on the walls around you

The sequence has been decided
Your god is mine