Promise I'm Trying

[00:08.22] I go out, find a crowd
[00:10.34] Never say who I am
[00:12.20] Then I go make a joke
[00:14.44] Make 'em laugh 'cause I can
[00:16.32] On my own, I don't know how to get out of my head
[00:24.17] Million likes, million eyes
[00:26.41] But every high comes down
[00:28.43] To me alone, missing home
[00:30.32] Wishing that I could bounce back like I used to
[00:35.03] But I don't know how to
[00:38.01] I promise, I promise I'm trying
[00:42.34] I know it might not look like it
[00:46.08] When you see me singing on side walks
[00:50.20] You laugh and tell me that I got no reason not be happy
[00:58.38] But I barely made it through last week
[01:02.68] I can't stand me being like this
[01:06.15] 'Cause everything's harder to fight it
[01:09.94] But I promise, I promise I'm trying
[01:16.99] Pretty girls only work 'til I go mess it up
[01:21.04] And a glass only lasts 'til the next morning comes
[01:26.11] I don't know how to stop it
[01:28.59] I'm low on my options
[01:30.35] But I promise, I promise I'm trying
[01:34.62] I know it might not look like it
[01:38.42] When you see me singing on side walks
[01:42.64] You laugh and tell me that I got no reason not be happy
[01:50.48] But I barely made it through last week
[01:54.74] I can't stand me being like this
[01:58.58] 'Cause everything's harder to fight it
[02:02.14] But I promise, I promise I'm trying
[02:07.04] Don't wanna let you down
[02:10.70] I don't wanna let you down
[02:14.79] I don't wanna let me down
[02:17.85] I promise, I promise, I promise I'm trying
[02:24.14] Might not look like it
[02:27.81] When I'm singing on side walks
[02:31.23] Everyone tells me that I got no reason not be happy
[02:38.96] But I barely made it through last week
[02:43.16] I can't stand me being like this
[02:46.95] 'Cause everything's harder to fight it
[02:50.70] But I promise, I promise I'm trying
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