Selfish

[00:14.05] I just gotta do what's best for me
[00:16.29] Am I selfish?
[00:18.14] I can't help it, can't help it
[00:21.09] Nowadays I just gotta protect my peace
[00:23.67] Am I selfish?
[00:25.59] I can't help it, can't help it
[00:28.59] Wake up and I tell myself I'm amazing
[00:31.01] Tell myself that I'm worthy
[00:32.43] I put too many negative thoughts in my mind
[00:34.57] Until I realized they ain't serve me
[00:36.26] I deserve everything life has to offer
[00:38.26] I gave my fans my life like an author
[00:39.92] I gave my wife my life and now I'm off her
[00:41.74] I even gave my life to Christ at the altar
[00:43.42] Feel like I exhausted myself
[00:44.78] Was often faulted for the God I am to think I almost lost it
[00:47.72] But I held it down
[00:49.35] No, held it up
[00:50.38] I can't be failing bruh
[00:51.23] Too many years I had to hear them people telling us
[00:52.99] We wasn't good enough, great enough, wasn't well enough
[00:54.76] But I had to ignore that
[00:56.67] I can't absorb that
[00:57.62] 'Cause I got purpose
[00:58.48] And I gotta do what's best for me
[01:00.67] Am I selfish?
[01:02.49] I can't help it, I can't help it
[01:05.52] Nowadays I just gotta protect my peace
[01:07.70] Am I selfish?
[01:09.83] I can't help it, I can't help it
[01:13.09] I believe I'm overdue
[01:15.17] Driver speed and all pursued
[01:17.13] Found my demons on the loose
[01:18.93] I'ma need a longer noose
[01:20.86] Tired of fleeing, call a truce
[01:22.60] Tired of being off with all my timing
[01:24.61] Tired of being low, so now I'm climbing
[01:26.44] Tired of feeling lost, exhausted I am
[01:28.20] Burdened by the weight of my objective
[01:30.24] Body following my mind directives
[01:32.03] Carriage dangle tracking my incentives
[01:33.87] Fuck the game and use the contraceptives
[01:35.81] Oh, did the game fuck me? I don't know
[01:37.74] Fame is so lusty, used to have lust coating my soul
[01:40.53] Now I feel rusty, born to die slow
[01:42.53] Where the time go
[01:43.42] Use to enjoy it though
[01:44.84] Weightless like I'm buoyant though
[01:46.68] Chain swing like the drums hoe
[01:48.50] Shameless, you enjoy it though
[01:50.39] Painless if I detach
[01:51.98] But a pain hits when I relapse
[01:53.85] Do I fear that? Oh no
[01:55.75] No I fear me, sincerely
[01:57.50] And I gotta do what's best for me
[01:59.84] Am I selfish?
[02:01.51] I can't help it, I can't help it
[02:04.70] Nowadays I just gotta protect my peace
[02:07.15] Am I selfish?
[02:08.83] I can't help it, I can't help it
[02:12.13] Am I
[02:16.14] Selfish?
[02:17.98] Am I selfish?
[02:19.94] Am I
[02:23.49] So selfish?
[02:25.45] After bearing
[02:27.35] After bearing the cross far too long
[02:35.39] Am I
[02:38.70] Am I selfish?
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