Snow Blindness

[00:11.50] So time goes quickly
[00:14.70] And we love repeating
[00:17.46] A moment to share
[00:21.13] All that we never share
[00:23.76] So fool me and fill me up
[00:28.02] With cheer and grace
[00:31.25] I'm ready for
[00:34.55] Anything else but
[00:36.18] This mass hysteria
[00:40.27] This negative place
[00:43.46] I'm ready to replace
[00:46.27] The noise this year
[00:48.26] Fool me and fill me up
[00:51.92] With cheer and grace
[00:55.11] I'm ready for
[00:58.45] Anything else but
[01:00.14] This mass hysteria
[01:04.09] This negative place
[01:07.25] I'm ready to replace
[01:10.09] The noise this year
[01:11.82] It's suicidal
[01:13.08] Running in the snow blindness
[01:14.63] I gotta catch up
[01:15.88] Make sure that I'm there for christmas
[01:17.75] If I don't make it
[01:18.94] I know that I will not be missed
[01:20.67] Burnt out for someone
[01:21.67] I know who doesn't give a shit
[01:23.65] I try my best to be someone
[01:25.36] Who can't fake a smile
[01:26.66] But what's the point
[01:27.65] When you haven't got the energy to try
[01:29.66] They say that family comes first
[01:31.12] But I know that's just a lie
[01:32.79] Just another shitty christmas
[01:34.53] To fight off my denial
[01:47.85] It's this emptiness you feel
[01:49.14] When you've finally reached your home
[01:50.68] Yeah like no one recognizes you
[01:52.33] Yeah what have you become
[01:53.72] I know it's been a few years
[01:55.14] But tell me what have I done wrong
[01:56.60] They're the ones who separated a family
[01:59.28] They want me gone
[02:00.07] So watch the frost build up on my fingertips
[02:01.82] Now that I'm looking in from the outside
[02:03.13] Try to reconnect with a family
[02:04.42] That doesn't understand why I'm trapped at the bedside
[02:06.01] Chronic fatigue tries to talk to me
[02:07.29] And explains the reasons why I'm always denied
[02:09.01] Cus you're never there and you never will be
[02:10.43] That's the answer why they won't accept me
[02:12.47] I am healing from the years
[02:13.95] Of my constant beating fears
[02:15.52] I keep searching disappear
[02:16.92] Man there's nothing for me here
[02:18.49] I'm just clearing through my mirrors
[02:20.09] I be hurting through the cheers
[02:21.40] I be failing to appear
[02:22.83] Man I'm frozen with the air
[02:24.36] I keep thinking was it fair
[02:25.86] Was it promised or a plan?
[02:27.49] Everybody wants a stan
[02:28.92] But could never hold a fan
[02:30.58] I see blinking when I stare
[02:31.98] There's a problem with me man
[02:33.47] I see death upon demand
[02:34.83] Even when I have a band
[02:36.43] I know
[02:39.25] I just found my
[02:42.07] Fucking sorrow
[02:45.05] Of tomorrow
[02:48.29] And so here's to
[02:50.98] Another year
[02:54.03] Full of fake tears
[02:57.16] Crystal white fears
[02:59.60] It's suicidal
[03:00.87] Running in the snow blindness
[03:02.78] I gotta catch up
[03:03.81] Make sure that I'm there for christmas
[03:05.67] If I don't make it
[03:06.90] I know that I will not be missed
[03:08.65] Burnt out for someone
[03:09.74] I know who doesn't give a shit
[03:11.75] I try my best to be someone
[03:13.27] Who can't fake a smile
[03:14.77] But what's the point
[03:15.74] When you haven't got the energy to try
[03:17.77] They say that family comes first
[03:19.17] But I know that's just a lie
[03:20.78] Just another shitty christmas
[03:22.33] To fight off my denial
[03:23.93] It's suicidal
[03:24.88] Running in the snow blindness
[03:26.76] I gotta catch up
[03:27.72] Make sure that I'm there for christmas
[03:29.77] If I don't make it
[03:30.62] I know that I will not be missed
[03:32.66] Burnt out for someone
[03:33.50] I know who doesn't give a shit
[03:35.67] I try my best to be someone
[03:37.13] Who can't fake a smile
[03:38.66] But what's the point
[03:39.56] When you haven't got the energy to try
[03:41.61] They say that family comes first
[03:43.29] But I know that's just a lie
[03:44.73] Just another shitty christmas
[03:46.42] To fight off my denial
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