I Am Taking All of You With Me

i'm an extra in my own life
and i'm tired of being tired
and of washing the same fucking clothes
or sleeping in the same bed
breathing in my own skin
i haven't moved for weeks
cramming sleep in little jars
and place them on a dusty shelf
i'll need them later

i don't want to wait forever
for things to get better than today
i just want to sleep forever
life is just procrastinating death

if hating yourself got money
i'd be filthy rich
i haven't moved in years
got nowhere to be
the sun goes down
just as i get up
the sun is useless
when you have a monitor
i'll build a machine
that can kill the sun
and etch "don't bother" on the moon
nuclear bombs stuffed with valium
missiles full of bad poetry
machine guns spraying sleep in every direction
i am taking all of you with me

i don't want to wait forever
for things to get better than today
i just want to sleep forever
life is just procrastinating death

i am taking all of you with me