Churchdoors

[00:02.67] Yea
[00:05.10] With a blissful
[00:08.65] Yea
[00:11.44] Yeah, uh
[00:13.15] I fill the void with a blissful noise
[00:15.47] You can stab me in my heart
[00:16.77] But you can't kill my joy
[00:18.34] Rather close but yet so far
[00:19.67] We rarely get a choice
[00:20.87] Scribble 'til my pen destroyed
[00:22.58] Trouble I been avoiding
[00:23.84] Peak around the corner just to
[00:25.24] See if what I knew
[00:26.29] Could ever change as I, yea
[00:28.06] (Ever change as I)
[00:30.22] As I grew out my ways, yea
[00:36.77] The written verses how I cope within
[00:38.83] It's picture perfect when I hold the lens
[00:40.87] Aimin' at a hopeless end
[00:42.71] This for my family man I do it for my folks 'n them
[00:45.48] I'm sendin' prayers hope the church doors openin
[00:48.54] Pockets empty so I'm movin' where the motion is
[00:51.57] Same time runnin' far
[00:52.87] From all my closest friends
[00:54.22] But, the time ain't slowin'
[00:56.20] And I'm gettin' older
[00:57.74] Revisitin' the instances that I prayed over
[01:00.73] Devil in disguise, see his eyes
[01:02.58] But can't hear him 'less the signwave showin
[01:05.13] Younger me wouldn't understand
[01:06.54] Why I ain't stay sober
[01:08.05] A sign of false hope
[01:09.54] I write to stay open to world and keep the pace
[01:12.30] That's been my main focus
[01:13.80] And my eyes ain't closin'
[01:15.50] (My eyes, I said my eyes)
[01:18.17] I said my eyes ain't closin'
[01:22.66] What the fuck you think you doin
[01:26.93] This ain't no damn hotel
[01:31.65] You need to get yo black ass
[01:33.04] Out there on that street
[01:35.52] Bring some money up in this house
[01:38.58] Your poor lil momma just paid
[01:39.69] 100 dollars to bail yo sorry
[01:41.51] Ass outta jail
[01:53.84] Had to lay it all down just to stand tall
[01:57.40] My brother told me that I can't fall
[01:59.77] Drivin' through the smoke and mirrors
[02:01.46] My tires spinnin'
[02:02.78] Og supplyin wisdom as he sip
[02:04.67] The liquor bottle drippin'
[02:06.13] My vices tryna get a hold while I been dodging vixens
[02:09.00] Conductin' business away from home
[02:10.83] And his mama miss him
[02:11.80] A rough percentage of niggas I know
[02:14.12] Layin' they foot on concrete that's finna
[02:16.03] Make it some prison they home
[02:17.74] Was writin' raps in the back of Mrs. Sprague class
[02:19.94] Til my pencil was broke
[02:21.32] Search for serenity in words for a symbol of hope
[02:24.26] Rockin' a vintage windbreaker I thrifted for low
[02:27.48] Same song and dance you know how this symphony goes
[02:31.36] You know how this symphony goes
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