Spinal Crack

My mind is sailing on the water
It's floating just right next to you
Go ahead, don't be afraid to touch it
And I will promise you it would not hurt a little bit

This is the part where I feel stupid
I start to listen to my own words
I can't believe what's coming out
But I will promise you my lips are sealed about this

Knock-knock, there's someone at the door
Is it my everlasting conscience?
He said I promise you, you will forget what happened
Where is my mind?
No, I can't find

A sip of wine cracks both our spine
You're not the type who's gonna fight now
I'm just not ambiently aware of
The consequences of my actions
I just can't promise I won't kill myself or vanish
Maybe, I'll jump the ledge and scream
Until my spinal crack appears
And then I'll probably will just disappear or vanish

Where is the time?
I'm out of lines
A sip of wine cracks both our spine