Embittered

Soured by the years of systematic denial
Embittered to the rotted core
Perils of the mirror bane conspires
A soul's deprivation disrobed
The very front that saves enslaves
Content to bathe in wretchedness
Self negligent to breaking points
Perpetuate the preferred state of duress

Delight in spiteful self resentment

Bear this crux of self disgust
Paint the four walls black, Let the eyes roll back
Adhere to the redux of mistrust
Paint the four walls black, Let the eyes roll back

Transmute moral weakness into some twisted symbol of merit
Defecation upon the hand that provides
Negating a way forward as if in self defence
Vulgar tongue undercuts the mouth that utters
Floundering in a paradoxical pretence
Thwarted by the blaze of your own self hatred
Seduced by the degradation trails

Seduced by the degradation trails

Resent life beyond the grave
Embittered to the core