It Feels so Weird

I don't know, I just, like...

It feels weird to think
That that I'll actually graduate high school
And it'll be me
In this body

And then I'll go to college
And get a masters and a Doctorate
And it'll still be me
In this body

And I'll get married and have kids
And it'll still be me
In this body

And like, I'll have patients and colleagues
And it'll still be me
In this body
And like, I'll live past 16

Whenever I imagine my life
I imagine it in third person
And that's not how it's going to be
And it just feels so weird