But Doctor, I Am Pagliacci

[00:21.58] I fool my friends into thinking that all is well
[00:25.25] I send them cat pics and memes even though I'm in hell
[00:29.95] Come on, just laugh it out
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[00:36.78] Quite the endeavor to work towards that goal
[00:40.63] When in a competition of who's fucked up the most
[00:46.31] I would win, that's for sure
[00:55.01] Between damp iterations and amalgamations
[00:58.24] I remain calm
[01:02.76] As hard as it blows: wind, fog or snow
[01:07.43] I remain calm
[01:10.42] No, I can't freak out, it's under control
[01:14.13] So I, remain calm
[01:18.31] I'll flail and loop through and you'll enjoy it
[01:22.37] So I, remain calm inside the storm
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[01:40.92] I won't say what I mean, it might ruin my face
[01:46.23] And if you search for a tear you won't find any trace
[01:50.73] Let us laugh for a change
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[01:57.58] I try to laugh about it, cover it all up with lies
[02:01.55] I try to laugh about it, hiding the tears in my eyes
[02:06.39] 'Cause boys don't cry
[02:14.54] Between damp iterations and amalgamations
[02:20.69] I remain calm
[02:23.67] As hard as it blows: wind, fog or snow
[02:27.68] I remain calm
[02:31.28] No, I can't freak out, it's under control
[02:34.90] So I, remain calm
[02:38.83] I'll flail and loop through and you'll enjoy it
[02:42.87] So I, remain calm inside the storm
[02:55.36] I remain calm inside the storm
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[03:16.26] I remain calm
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