Ephedrine

Watch you watching me & I catch you watching me & you empty inside me,
just to watch me bleed.
I see your footsteps bend in my mind as shadows stomp their way down my spine.
I try to run away, I can't hide.
The demons that I see are inside,
watch you watching me & I catch you watching me
& you empty inside me, just to watch me bleed.
You say my life is a lie, you can see with violence.
Show me reality, I feel you look at me,
I feel your hands on me, I know your love but I'm not gonna cry.
Good God, can't you fucking see?
Good God, is this a fucking dream?
Good God while I lie & bleed.
Good God what'd you do to me?
I can see empty in me.
I lie & bleed
all I can see & you step on me again & your back on me again
& you empty inside me just to watch me bleed
& when I close my eyes you're all I see,
I can't take your face from my dreams,
I feel you look at me,
I feel your hands on me.
I know your love but I'm not gonna cry.