I Ruin Everything, Always

Destoying what is left
From the only thing ı care about
But it's already been too long
Since i've last felt over the clouds
Looking for an excuse
To try to kill myself
It was hard to live with you
But it's even harder without you
I dont know what to do
Dont know if i'd continue
I dont know what to do
Dont know if i wanna move on without you
It's not that i cant do it
I know i'm able to
It's just that life finally felt okay
And i wanted to share this with you
And you know i feel terrible
Because this had to be this way
Maybe it -will- would be better for everyone
If i just went away
I dont know what to do
Dont know if i'd continue
I dont know what to do
Dont know if i wanna move without you
If i just went away without you
If i just went away without you
If i just went away without you
If i just went away