Push It Down

[00:18.98] And I just keep on pushing down
[00:20.47] I push it deep into my core
[00:22.05] Swallow all the shit that I want to let go
[00:24.61] Swallow all the shit that has been itching my thong
[00:27.23] I just want my mom to keep thinking I'm strong
[00:29.55] Constantly feeling like my back is to the wall
[00:32.17] Someone in the mirror but I just ignore him
[00:34.79] How I'm gonna run if I'm afraid to walk
[00:37.08] How I'm gonna fly if I'm afraid to fall
[00:39.11] So I just row and row
[00:41.49] My boat all by my own
[00:43.77] Want to explode, to blow
[00:46.65] Can't hold it back no more
[00:48.79] But I just know i know
[00:51.89] That life is going on
[00:53.63] One day I'll show 'em
[00:57.00] For now, i just play my role, role
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