i need to feel okay (feat. I'm Geist)

Ohh
Guess i'm back to my bed now
Shut the door, turn the lights out
Take a sip and I lay down

Say it'll change
What's the point of love you's if nobody ever stays
I can't get out of my bed when you're never even here
My heads been spinning lately it's like torture every day
I need to feel okay
Say it'll change
What's the point of love you's if nobody ever stays
I can't get out of my bed when you're never even here
My heads been spinning lately it's like torture every day
I need to feel okay

I don't mind the silence but baby
It's been so defiant I can't breathe
Toss and turn all night I just can't sleep
When you're not around I just can't be

Could you show me how to love
cause it feels like i'm never enough
Yeah it feels like i'm fucking it up
Yeah it feels like i'll just let you down

And I don't want to let you down again
But you know it always happens in the end
So go ahead and tell me that I was wrong
Did you fucking hate me all along

Maybe I just like to be alone
And I hate myself whenever I look at my fucking phone
And I say i'm fine cause you don't really wanna know
You don't really wanna know

Say it'll change
What's the point of love you's if nobody ever stays
I can't get out of my bed when you're never even here
My heads been spinning lately it's like torture every day
I need to feel okay
Say it'll change
What's the point of love you's if nobody ever stays
I can't get out of my bed when you're never even here
My heads been spinning lately it's like torture every day
I need to feel okay

Ooh
Guess i'm back to my bed now
Took some pills trying to pass out
Now i'm really gonna black out

I told you that it's getting really bad now
Lost everything that I had now
And now i'm fighting alone in my mind
But loneliness is all that I find

How do I go on when everything that I touch seems to break apart

And how do I feel fine when everyone that I love seems to break my heart