dissociated fantasy

Ive been biting my claws until they bleed
Ive been losing myself and losing sleep
Ive recorded so much just to press delete
Cause i can't fucking stand hearing myself speak
(kittydoggo)

I fucking hate my natural voice
So i just crank the autotune
I fucking love my natural voice
That i don't have the space to use

Im not fucking living in 2023
Im living in a dissociated fantasy
Where i'm always the center of attention
"everybody likes you!" so where is everyone then?

I wanna get fucking worse
I wanna get fucking worse oh
Dont wanna get fucking worse
Dont wanna get fucking worse no
I wanna get fucking worse
I wanna get fucking worse oh
Won't let myself get worse
Dont wanna let myself get worse

I fucking hate my natural voice
So i just crank the autotune
I fucking love my natural voice
That i don't have the space to use