Totem

[00:38.64] Something's missing I can't seem to shake this feeling
[00:45.91] Emptiness like a mourning heart
[00:51.27] Only time will tell
[00:54.71] Redesign myself
[00:56.82] Let go and start anew
[01:02.74] Counting seconds turns to counting weeks
[01:08.05] Resisting all my opportunities
[01:13.72] Escape the abyss
[01:16.65] Every swing I miss
[01:19.48] Oh how
[01:20.84] I'm struggling to find hope in uncertain times
[01:29.36] Get through this hell
[01:31.15] Assess and realign
[01:38.79] Realign
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[01:47.82] My bad habits get the best of me
[01:53.66] Wrestling monotony
[01:59.07] Pain is temporary
[02:04.55] That first step so scary
[02:10.46] With all that I have learned
[02:15.80] Why is fear my main concern?
[02:21.48] Because it's all I know
[02:24.44] Am I all alone?
[02:28.11] Tell me is this my
[02:33.37] Reality
[02:39.95] How could this happen to me
[02:48.72] How could this be
[03:01.60] Is this my reality?
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[03:12.65] Is this my reality?
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[03:25.71] I have to find hope in uncertain times
[03:32.87] Get through this hell
[03:35.41] Assess and realign
[03:42.66] Realign
[03:48.38] Realign
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[03:56.19] Get through this hell
[03:57.37] Assess and realign
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[04:07.30] Get through this hell
[04:09.23] Assess and realign
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[04:20.42] Is this my reality?
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