Kamikaze

All I've ever done is doubt myself
That I could make a difference in good health
Harm reduction for an unseen future
One performative vital suture

There's poetry to being the last of our kind
As long as I spend my time wisely I don't mind
Kicking this old can down the road
I never thought this was a hand I would fold
Early expiration, leaving on a permanent vacation

Too many of us, who's it gonna be?
The answer is right in front of me
I'll take myself out

Circular thinking, unproductive reasoning
Fixture for change
America's in first place, somehow we all lose the race
Means to an end

There's poetry to being the last of our kind
As long as I spend my time wisely I don't mind
Kicking this old can down the road
I never thought this was a hand I would fold
Early expiration, leaving on a permanent vacation

Too many of us, who's it gonna be?
The answer is right in front of me
I'll take myself out

Here our hero lies
DOA by DIY
A donor to the greater good
Surviving this life pact is the most selfish act
Why don't you just give back and have a heart attack