i got nothing to lose (pt. 2)

As sun raise in cold morning I wish I could sleep a little bit
I'm so afraid of closing my eyes I keep remembering sh*t
I start regreting I f*cked up thinking about you makes me cry
Here we go again nothing has changed at all
Everywhere i go
I see your face
Places we used to go
I see us there
When we met and i kissed you and f*cked in your bathroom
We kinda did last long and now we are both gone
I know u do drugs and you fall apart
You say you like that now i feel so bad
Cause i let you down i know i f*cked up
Wish i could turn back wish we hadnt broken up
Still waiting for sun to come up
Come up from fog and cloudy sky
You said so, i trust you hope u didnt lie
Got nothing to lose since youre gone, i f*cked up

I f*cked up i f*cked up
I'm sorry i f*cked up