Next Stop Oblivion

What is it all about?
Sometimes, you just can't get it right.
Expectations.
I used to be indecisive.
Playing mindgames with myself.
Just searching for my feelings.
I don't like uncomfortable silences.
I'm fed up with waiting for something to happen.
You go from place to place not knowing.
I have visions of disbelief.
Dreaming with my eyes wide open.
The mind tries to resist.
Into the system!
Satisfaction.
Anxiety.
Disengaged.
Next Stop, Oblivion.
I feel perfectly calm.
Relaxed, peaceful.
At ease with myself.'