this is what rejection feels like

If I'm being honest I'm not okay
Doubled my dosage but the pain won't go away
These couple weeks I haven't felt the same
If I'm being honest I'm not okay

I don't wanna cry for help
But I'm getting tired pretending so well
I thought I was going steady
But my mind's got the best of me
I don't know why I'm still here
Honestly

If you took a peek inside of my brain
You'd find the reasons for all of the blame
Constantly drowning
It won't go away
If I'm being honest I'm not okay

I don't wanna cry for help
But I'm getting tired pretending so well
I thought I was going steady
But my mind's got the best of me
I don't know how to live normally

I don't wanna cry for help
But I'm getting tired and I'm not so well
I guess I'm unsteady
'Cause you got the best of me
I hope one day I'll be fine honestly