abandonment

[00:01.23] I'm so scared to fall in love
[00:04.06] I always fuck it up
[00:06.20] Won't let them leave me, so I do it first
[00:11.31] I close my eyes, open up
[00:13.74] And every time just my luck
[00:16.10] That I always end up hurt
[00:21.14] But I'm too scared to waterfall
[00:25.02] Into a broken heart again
[00:27.57] Abandonment
[00:31.41] You will be the death of me
[00:33.63] You make it hard to eat or sleep
[00:36.32] Afraid you're gonna make me be alone
[00:41.13] And all my friendships burning down
[00:43.71] The second that we build a house
[00:46.34] You lock me out with nowhere left to go
[00:52.90]
[00:58.98] You make me question every relationship I have
[01:03.70] And leave me with a scar over my heart
[01:08.89] No matter how I medicate
[01:11.58] None of it goes away
[01:13.76] So I can never tell what's real or not
[01:18.74] You make it hard for me
[01:22.59] To open up my broken heart again
[01:25.64] Abandonment
[01:28.61] You will be the death of me
[01:31.19] You make it hard to eat or sleep
[01:33.75] Afraid you're gonna make me be alone
[01:38.72] Yeah, all my friendships burning down
[01:41.22] The second that we build a house
[01:43.74] You lock me out with nowhere left to go
[01:53.66]
[01:56.38] You ruin every, every, everything, everyone
[01:59.74] You just push them away
[02:04.08]
[02:06.18] But what if they, what if they, what if they, what if they
[02:08.84] What if they really just wanted to stay
[02:13.24] And say
[02:16.20] I won't let you abandon me
[02:18.69] You're all I want and all I need
[02:21.15] And I will never leave you alone
[02:26.04] When everything is burning down
[02:28.71] I promise you I'll be around
[02:31.43] Even if you don't know where to go
[02:40.33]
[02:47.76] Even if you don't, even if you don't
[02:54.95] I won't let you go
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