Everyone I See

Opened a letter
My friends show me birthday love
I feel much better
Now that I'm blowing an o
Stains on my sweater
Hope no one notices tho
Aw fuck my head hurts
I'm not hydrated oh

Everyone I see
I fear is starting back at me
I don't wanna seem rude
But lean into my lethargy
And everyone I see
I fear is staring back at me
I know it's not a mood
But I can't get the feel for it

Miss my youthful ignorance
And I don't wanna feel like
Everyone I see
I fear is staring back at me
Everyone I see
Everyone I see

It all feels hopeless
Fall over my own two feet
Pack up for homestead
Up in the sky like Kiki
I pray for growth
But don't know how
Prolong my pain
Bleeding out my mouth
I start to choke
But then somehow
I see my name
Drawn in these clouds

Everyone I see
I fear is staring back at me
I don't wanna seem rude
But lean into my lethargy
And everyone I see
I fear is starting back at me
I know it's not a mood
But I can't get the feel for it

Miss my youthful ignorance
And I don't wanna feel like
Everyone I see
I fear is staring back at me
Everyone I see
Everyone I see

Everyone I see
I fear is staring back at me
I don't wanna seem rude
But lean into my lethargy
And everyone I see
I fear is staring back at me
I know it's not a mood
But I can't get the feel for it

Miss my youthful ignorance
And I don't wanna feel like
Everyone I see
I fear is staring back at me
Everyone I see
Everyone I see