Messy

[00:03.75] My mind feels like an empty room
[00:10.15] I skipped a dose or maybe two
[00:15.55] Or three or four
[00:23.48] Thought the chaos was what I was looking for
[00:28.82] I get confused and I lose my patience
[00:35.22] I get bored, I'm messy in complacence
[00:40.43] Can't believe I even have to say this
[00:46.38] I want more
[00:54.53] The male gaze got me all confused
[01:01.10] Just when I thought I finally knew
[01:06.82] I guess it's cheap
[01:14.33] Searching for some sort of moral currency
[01:19.98] I get confused and I lose my patience
[01:26.47] I get bored, I'm messy in complacence
[01:31.55] Can't believe I even have to say this
[01:37.69] I want more
[01:43.93] Sifting through
[01:50.37] Messy truths
[01:56.76] Messy lies I have to tell myself to not be so confused
[02:04.05] Growing pains
[02:09.53] Feel so strong
[02:16.05] But I'd rather feel the weight of that than not feel it at all
[02:49.64] I get confused and I lose my patience
[02:55.90] I get bored, I'm messy in complacence
[03:01.16] Can't believe I even have to say this
[03:07.47] Can't believe I even have to say this
[03:13.51] I want more
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