Deserve It

Maybe it's over
If I don't wanna look closer
Then I will never heal
Most of the lessons I learnt
Through my reflection
After all these years
So let's call it quits
'Cause I don't wanna live
With this shame heavy in my hands
I can't even pretend that
I don't want a quick fix
Something to help me kick these
Thoughts running through my head
The same things over again like
You don't deserve it
You're just not worth it (No no no no)
You ain't close to perfect
So why d'you think you deserve it (No no no no)
It's all I've ever known
From the second I could recall
Been conditioned into fear
This place I should feel home
Has always been uncomfortable
Waiting for the smoke to clear
So let's call it quits
'Cause I don't wanna live
With this shame heavy in my hands
I can't even pretend that
I don't want a quick fix
Something to help me kick these
Thoughts running through my head
The same things over again like
You don't deserve it
You're just not worth it (No no no no)
You ain't close to perfect
So why d'you think you deserve it (No no no no)
Why d'you think you deserve it
What makes you think that you're worth it
Why d'you think you deserve it
Why d'you think you deserve it
What makes you think that you're worth it
Why d'you think you deserve it
I just want a quick fix
Something to help me kick these
Thoughts running through my head
The same things over again like
You don't deserve it
You're just not worth it (No no no)
You ain't close to perfect
So why d'you think you deserve it (No no no no)