Vesper's Song

I'm looking for some comfort here
On these golden streets of hell
No one seems to notice me
Crying through my sunshine shell
I'm alone amongst another crowd
In a prison, fame has made
The people scream and shout on cue
I'm famous 'til I fade

Wanting to forget where I've been
I'm numbing myself too much
The drugs, booze and men
Being my every day crutch

I burned up my mind because my life was pain
While ignoring my heart so lost in the rain
No one could care, all out of focus
Except the stalkerazzi and the press

I tried to walk through life
Remembering who I am
Not a perfect person
Just doing the best I can

It was always stinging
Wrapping my heart in deceit
Until I decide to stop digging
And finally admit defeat

The pain in my heart, the emptiness in my soul
For the most part, became an inviting hold
I can not decide what is right or wrong
I can only confide and just tag along

I tried to walk through life
Remembering who I am
Not a perfect person
Just doing the best I can

(Some say it's worth to sin)
(They've got a lot of nerve)
(You only get what you put in)
(Or you get what you deserve)

I tried to walk through life
Remembering who I am
Not a perfect person
Just doing the best I can

I tried to walk through life
Remembering who I am
Not a perfect person
Just doing the best I can

I'm looking for some comfort here
In a prison, fame has made
No one seems to notice me
I'm famous 'til I fade