Appalling

[00:00.13] (Intro)
[00:09.15] You're not her
[00:11.10] No you're not like anybody else I love
[00:15.02] And you're not like anybody I should trust
[00:17.42] But I trust you
[00:20.55] And just you
[00:22.92] Cuz it's easier when I'm lying to myself
[00:26.26] Talking too much I'm tryna move with stealth
[00:29.00] You sold me lies
[00:31.69] You wrote to me all the time
[00:33.95] Oh I really thought you were gunna be mine
[00:38.08] Baby can we rewind
[00:40.59] When I never would've spoken to you anyway
[00:44.55] And I never would've fallen for you everyday
[00:47.04] Yeah falling falling for you it's so appalling
[00:49.54] Phoning, phoning for you why you ignoring me
[00:53.14] Flaws coming be patient
[00:55.44] Tombstones gunna be saying sh*t
[00:58.18] Come to life on every occasion
[01:01.14] Personal poltergeist, no faces
[01:03.41] Hear your voice on those radio stations
[01:07.27] Call me when you're lost
[01:08.62] Send me location
[01:10.43] Grim reaper, heart breaker, souls taken
[01:13.74] Am I in your mind?
[01:15.46] Am I -
[01:16.87] I know there's plenty other people here besides you
[01:19.19] But I get jealous of those people here beside you
[01:21.98] How can we just sit here like I never been inside
[01:24.82] Like you never saw me naked
[01:27.32] Girl you nearly broke the mask too
[01:29.08] Ain't saying that I faked it
[01:30.58] Never even had to
[01:32.00] Gave you all my problems
[01:33.40] Shouldv never thrown em at you
[01:34.96] You aren't the type that I would open up to
[01:37.23] But you're the type that I'd be hoping I'd be growing up to be like
[01:40.76] But still
[01:42.72] You're not her
[01:45.65] No you're not like anybody else I love
[01:48.35] And you're not like anybody I should trust
[01:51.48] But I trust you
[01:54.37] And just you
[01:56.56] Cuz it's easier when I'm lying to myself
[01:59.87] Talking too much I'm tryna move with stealth
[02:03.06] You sold me lies
[02:05.42] You wrote to me all the time
[02:07.61] Oh I really thought you were gunna be mine
[02:11.65] Baby can we rewind
[02:14.04] When I never would've spoken to you anyway
[02:17.28] And I never would've fallen for you everyday
[02:20.05] Yeah falling falling for you it's so appalling
[02:23.59] Phoning, phoning for you
[02:28.22] Fitted jeans in her leather jacket, yeah she fly as f***
[02:30.68] Finer things money in her pockets, she from higher up
[02:33.23] She my twin family friend so I don't try enough
[02:36.38] Forget my first love she ain't reply enough
[02:38.75] Ain't got no more time for this my time is up
[02:40.63] All of em distractions while the real one got me tired as
[02:43.87] Years since you tied me up
[02:45.37] Unrequited love can't keep it quiet no more silent love
[02:48.15] All these purple lines on purpose signs you get me high as
[02:51.56] High as
[02:53.26] Eyes front yeah
[02:54.65] I'm the hostage got me here but how come im the one who lost it
[02:57.36] I cant stop this
[02:57.62] Made the bridge together im the one who crossed it
[03:00.39] Both of us were thinking in sync but im the one it costed
[03:03.73] I'm the one whos fears their talking
[03:04.85] You're the one im feeling often
[03:06.24] Fond of you I feel impostor syndrome
[03:08.38] Were there things I taught you?
[03:09.83] Learning anything
[03:11.22] In this game of life
[03:12.64] Taught me everything
[03:14.30] But still
[03:16.58] You're not her
[03:19.17] No you're not like anybody else I love
[03:22.12] And you're not like anybody I should trust
[03:24.83] But I trust you
[03:27.82] And just you
[03:30.11] Cuz it's easier when I'm lying to myself
[03:33.49] Talking too much I'm tryna move with stealth
[03:36.31] You sold me lies
[03:39.33] You wrote to me all the time
[03:41.27] Oh I really thought you were gunna be mine
[03:44.95] Baby can we rewind
[03:47.62] When I never would've spoken to you anyway
[03:50.42] And I never would've fallen for you everyday
[03:53.38] Yeah falling falling for you it's so appalling
[03:56.79] Phoning, phoning for you why you ignoring
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