smoke

You don't even exist, you're just smoke taking the shape of a boy
You never really touched me, it was a trick of the wind
I never laid in your bed, i was daydreaming in the creek
I never even loved you, it was a sickness within me

And i don't even miss you when i'm driving near your job
And i don't even miss you when i hear that fucking song
And i don't ever cry when i'm thinking about you
And i don't even regret giving you two tattoos

Your hands weren't the first thing to make me feel like i'm alive
And i haven't been torn up for months, just chasing that high
And i wouldn't give up everything just to be in your car
Cause you don't even exist, boy, i don't know who you are
You don't even exist, boy, i don't know who you are