Destructive Hope

Wake me up when the wind blows,
So I'll see what I have become.
I'm tired and pruned, I can't take anymore,
Where hope is unforgivable.
Leave me now!

I went too far,
Where love is a fantasy,
Hope is killing me,
Do I have enough to go?
Or do I need more?

I forgot about myself,
So I hunted until the end,
For a crumb that satisfies me,
I lowered all my defenses,
And my vulnerability killed me.

Tonight I'll rip you out of my skin,
With all the pain I can carry,
Let the wind blows,
Hold your life.

Now hope is gone!

I went too far,
Where love is a fantasy,
Hope is killing me,
Do I have enough to go?
Or do I need more?