My Life Matters

[00:05.51] I wanted a guarantee
[00:07.28] (I wanted a)
[00:07.72] The one you couldn't give me
[00:09.54] (You couldn't)
[00:10.14] Owe you an apology
[00:12.49] I know but only if you really didn't want me
[00:15.05] Was I being paranoid?
[00:17.09] (Are you para?)
[00:17.65] Or am I just destroyed
[00:19.50] (Oh dest-)
[00:19.97] By this apathetic world
[00:22.29] Do you know?
[00:24.29] What would you've done to me
[00:26.81] If I'd opened the door?
[00:29.13] If I would've let you in
[00:31.78] I don't know what waited me
[00:36.36] Can't trust nobody
[00:39.07] "My son's waiting me"
[00:41.31] Sorry
[00:43.95] God knows I wanted to help her
[00:46.53] But it could have changed like the weather
[00:48.87] Could not risk it, my life matters
[00:51.81] Matters, matters
[00:53.85] Molds in my brain eating my nerves
[00:56.38] Could we have ended it brighter?
[00:58.54] Could not risk it, my life matters
[01:01.20] Matters, matters
[01:13.25] How was I supposed to know you didn't want my head?
[01:15.76] Yeah your eyes opposed what your beautiful mouth would tell
[01:18.01] "I swear I'm alone, ma'am, it's dark, damn I need help"
[01:20.69] I know
[01:22.68] Don't know what you waited from me, can't trust nobody
[01:25.30] Couldn't say no to help a woman or anybody
[01:27.52] Put your knife on my neck and said "now give me your wallet"
[01:30.11] I know
[01:32.42] Got flashbacks coming in and out of my head
[01:35.09] Full of blood, a crime scene, in the trunk my dead body
[01:39.67] Body
[01:41.93] Man I know it's fake, but i remember the day
[01:44.64] Mommy told me "never stop, don't you watch tv?"
[01:47.16] I do
[01:49.41] I do
[01:51.41] What would you've done to me?
[01:54.25] If I'd opened the door?
[01:56.51] If I would've let you in
[01:58.85] I don't
[02:01.42] Know what waited me
[02:03.78] Can't trust nobody
[02:06.01] "My son's waiting me"
[02:08.64] Sorry
[02:10.93] God knows I wanted to help her
[02:13.84] But it could have changed like the weather
[02:16.11] Could not risk it, my life matters
[02:18.94] Matters, matters
[02:20.99] Molds in my brain eating my nerves
[02:23.51] Could we have ended it brighter?
[02:25.89] Could not risk it, my life matters
[02:28.69] Matters, matters
[02:32.05] Could not risk it
[02:34.64] Could not risk it
[02:36.99] Could not ri-
[02:38.05] Could, could
[02:39.21] Matter
[02:40.40] Matters
[02:41.85] Could not risk it
[02:44.03] Could not risk it
[02:46.33] Could not ri-
[02:47.85] Could, could
[02:48.99] Matter
[02:50.05] Matters
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