I Am Shit

Language is scary when over-analysed
Every word that I say
Seems far too contrived
What are your intentions?
I'm ashamed by mine
When I'm thinking too much
To realize i'm unkind

Pretend that I'm nicer
Than I'll ever be
I am selfish and deluded
Enjoy my hypocrisy
Complain that I'm bored
When being bored is a privilege
Act like I'm suffering
There's no suffering in this

First world problems
They breed in my head
Ethical contradictions
Between my actions and what I've said
I should just shut my mouth
As evidence piles against me
That I'm so much worse than I think
Exposed as a phoney

I am shit
I am shit
Neh-neh-neh-neh, fucking dick
I am shit
I am shit
Neh-neh-neh-neh-neh, neh