Not up to Me

stuck in the old ways
i can see that your afraid
who are you trying to pleaase?
weakness behinf your
find it hard to sympathise
youre everything i wanted to be
i wont stand to see you fall
i know you most of all
and in this dark youll never see
but its not up t me
you can drown alone
as if you would drown
and tonight your alive
and if you get swept up with the tide