DISGUSTED

[00:14.72] Every time you say I love you, I can see resentment in your eyes
[00:25.67] Our souls intertwined
[00:27.01] Your past nothing like mine
[00:28.70] Energy flows and resides
[00:30.26] Smother your heart like it's mine
[00:32.29] I self-sabotage
[00:33.80] This is how I'm designed
[00:35.46] I hate, I love myself
[00:36.95] A toxic love like mine
[00:38.55] So come absorb my bad habits
[00:40.65] Don't waste more time
[00:41.95] I know that it's sad
[00:43.59] But it's all just a lie
[00:45.15] Can't wake up what's dead eh
[00:46.71] You're tripping on heights
[00:48.47] I feast off your sweetness
[00:50.12] Leave nothing behind
[00:51.82] Inside's like a carcass
[00:53.44] You're wasting your time
[00:55.16] I'm covered in cobwebs and drowning in lies
[00:58.47] When you hurt, I hurt
[00:59.80] I get off when you cry
[01:01.68] My brain's so twisted
[01:03.13] Yours is in constant denial
[01:05.22] Use me, kill me like a homicide
[01:08.78] If it ain't love leave it undefined
[01:11.48] Can't feel the now, I left myself behind
[01:14.70] When I elaborate, you override
[01:22.10] Back off now
[01:24.86] Everything we are makes me so disgusted
[01:29.13] I lied coz
[01:31.46] I don't really know what actual love feels like
[01:35.62] We pretend it's alright, give up all that we stand for
[01:49.06] Gave blood for
[01:51.05] All those words we said, I can't overwrite it
[01:55.99] It's too late to make it work somehow
[01:59.08] All the things we sacrifice
[02:01.97] And I know that I'm right
[02:04.98] Cause I'm singeing my soulmate
[02:14.37] Reach for your hand in the dark
[02:17.23] Necrophilia, you're fucking with my heart
[02:20.52] Dry ice in my veins but you want me regardless
[02:24.05] Better stay away coz I don't want to harm us
[02:27.55] I stagnate where you fight
[02:29.29] Turn to stone when you cry
[02:30.95] Let go coz I surrendered miles back
[02:32.90] Where I left you behind
[02:34.13] Call me a thousand names
[02:35.79] But it's never mine
[02:37.14] It's too late to work it out
[02:38.89] To rewind
[02:40.26] Now I can't touch your body like you want me to
[02:43.64] You can use my body but it won't comfort you
[02:46.68] Cuts right through me when you say I ain't good for you
[02:50.18] Why don't you find someone new
[02:53.76] Someone who treats you like you deserve it
[02:56.77] You know that we're fucked but you swerve it
[02:59.96] The feeling's dead but you preserve it
[03:03.16] It's over, I don't know how to word it
[03:11.36] Back off now
[03:13.42] Everything we are makes me so disgusted
[03:17.59] I lied coz
[03:19.93] I don't really know what actual love feels like
[03:23.95] We pretend it's alright, give up all that we stand for
[03:37.64] Gave blood for
[03:39.69] All those words we said, I can't overwrite it
[03:44.14] It's too late to make it work somehow
[03:47.62] All the things we sacrifice
[03:50.44] And I know that I'm right
[03:53.61] Coz I'm singeing my soulmate
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