This Is Not The End

[00:03.39] Medication prescription drugs that's what it takes to fall out of love
[00:09.21] And therapy and old TV
[00:12.21] It will never clear my memories
[00:15.30] And the childhood dreams and Ponzi schemes
[00:18.50] Won't restore my crumbling self-esteem
[00:21.59] And this out of touch unrequited love got set alight with gasoline
[00:40.57] Pick myself up for an evening show
[00:43.19] My heart beats faster my adrenaline flows
[00:46.43] It's the only time I don't feel lonely
[00:52.86] I'm down backstage and I'm getting high with the people I will idolise
[00:58.83] It's the only way I will ever get over you
[01:15.71] This is not the end
[01:21.95] This is not the end
[01:23.47] And it goes over and over and over and over again
[01:28.25] This is not the end
[01:34.33] This is not the end
[01:39.35] Topping up on the empty glass
[01:42.02] Cheap thrills blue pills and expensive fags
[01:45.37] A flush of blood a dopamine rush
[01:48.26] Whatever it takes to fall out of love
[01:51.63] But I'll wake back up on a Monday morning you're missing from my bed
[01:57.55] It's an overwhelming cathartic feeling
[02:00.91] A killer sense of dread
[02:09.96] This is not the end
[02:16.14] This is not the end
[02:17.79] And it goes over and over and over and over again
[02:22.37] This is not the end
[02:28.62] This is not the end
[02:30.48] Oh my god I've overdosed
[02:33.26] On serotonin
[02:35.03] And I'm left choking
[02:36.65] Oh my god self-deprecation
[02:39.69] Annihilation devastation
[02:42.75] Surefire signs in desperate times
[02:45.63] Oh god I miss her
[02:47.43] Pull the trigger
[02:48.96] And the heartless cries and lonely seas
[02:51.78] The bedroom floor I'm on my knees
[03:05.69] This is not the end
[03:11.87] This is not the end
[03:13.46] And it goes over and over and over and over again
[03:18.13] This is not the end
[03:24.29] This is not the end