Hold On

Please don't take this personal
The abuse just keeps on taking hold
And I've been sleeping my days away
The Biggest Little City is getting old
But I've been making up excuses to not go home
To be alone

So hold on
I just don't know what I've been doing anymore, so hold on
Hold on
I just don't feel right, I've been feeling insecure
Don't make me feel worse

I only kept in contact so that I could use the best parts of you
I only kept in contact because you kept in contact
And I couldn't say "no" to you

So hold on
I just don't know what I've been doing anymore, so hold on
Hold on
I just don't feel right, I've been feeling insecure
Don't make me feel worse

And I've been struggling
And everything seems harder
An elaborate joke, a constant tease
Yeah, I've been struggling

Tell me what's been troubling you
Was it the letdown, was it me, or was it the truth
Tell me what's been bothering you
'Cause I can't stand myself

(After everything we've been through
You know that I still care
But I don't want to be with you
Be with you)

Don't make me feel worse
'Cause everything seems harder