A Battle Against All Hope

Drive, demand, appetite, craving for more.
Longing for some lust, deterioration overall
Lies, blindness, ignorance, supersession
Forgetting all trust, empathic like hundred cannonballs

Weight, impact, hitting me, cause and effect
Singleheartedness, satisfying everybody's needs
Hate, fury, angriness, allegation
Questioning it all, struggling myself until it bleeds

Battle against all hope
I am falling
I am falling wide awake until the end of time
Never forgive me

Battle against all hope
I am drowning
I am drowning into sense of guilt so ocennwide
Never forgive me

Guilt, justice, sentencing, denunciation
Defending myself, wait for execution one more night
All, insane, absurdness, futility
Hoping for the end
Put all cause for happiness aside